Lumrah pekerjaan
I'm trying to cool myself down. Byk istifar. Nilah dikatakan lumrah pekerjaan. Boss will always have the final say.
It is really my mistake of not meeting with him in the first place. It has always been either my AD, my SM, my SL. I tak pernah, bukan ape, malas nak tgk muka si tua tu. Kalo dia treat us well, takpe. Ni asyik nak menjerit, naikkan suara. Cara dia mcm bapak marahkan anak. Tapi sori ler.. I'm not a child anymore. Anyway, I saw that it is more of being bias. Kalo org yg dia suka, bukan main lembut lagi. Kalo org yg dia tk berkenan, amboi, menjerit till org kat luar pun dgr.
Tulah in this case, my mistake was not seeing him earlier. Instead, I wait for orders from the SM & the SL. So now bila I meet him , dia melenting & say dah 5 times, he has repeated himself. He say that I should have spotted the mistake earlier on the mathematical calculation. even a primary one student can see it. What to do, agree with him, cos there's no way I can argue back cos he has repeated 5 times. Also he mentioned that we all sat on the paper since it is in Aug. No matter how I explain, he will still proceed with the anger. So what should I do? Just agree je lah that's it is my mistake.
Like I say boss has the final say. Istifarlah. Allah maha Agung & Adil. agaknya Allah nak duga maklum I lalai..
Kalo tak cam ni, I won't learn from my mistake.
But anyway, I learn something today. I learn that I can control & listen. I can really stare at the person's eyes & really acknowledge. I can control my anger without crying. Actually, felt like crying tapi maybe it is just my positive mood today. Positive thinking.
Setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya. What goes around, come around. Pegangan yg selalu I use.
It is really my mistake of not meeting with him in the first place. It has always been either my AD, my SM, my SL. I tak pernah, bukan ape, malas nak tgk muka si tua tu. Kalo dia treat us well, takpe. Ni asyik nak menjerit, naikkan suara. Cara dia mcm bapak marahkan anak. Tapi sori ler.. I'm not a child anymore. Anyway, I saw that it is more of being bias. Kalo org yg dia suka, bukan main lembut lagi. Kalo org yg dia tk berkenan, amboi, menjerit till org kat luar pun dgr.
Tulah in this case, my mistake was not seeing him earlier. Instead, I wait for orders from the SM & the SL. So now bila I meet him , dia melenting & say dah 5 times, he has repeated himself. He say that I should have spotted the mistake earlier on the mathematical calculation. even a primary one student can see it. What to do, agree with him, cos there's no way I can argue back cos he has repeated 5 times. Also he mentioned that we all sat on the paper since it is in Aug. No matter how I explain, he will still proceed with the anger. So what should I do? Just agree je lah that's it is my mistake.
Like I say boss has the final say. Istifarlah. Allah maha Agung & Adil. agaknya Allah nak duga maklum I lalai..
Kalo tak cam ni, I won't learn from my mistake.
But anyway, I learn something today. I learn that I can control & listen. I can really stare at the person's eyes & really acknowledge. I can control my anger without crying. Actually, felt like crying tapi maybe it is just my positive mood today. Positive thinking.
Setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya. What goes around, come around. Pegangan yg selalu I use.
posted by scoria76 | 5:02 PM
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