My thots

Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Ape lagi kalo timing gini maseh kat wk. Of cos waiting for hubby to fetch. Tadi baru je tepon. Kesian dia penat sangat till tetido. So ni tgh tunggu dia siap2, lepas tu balik.

Ok, ape citer ari ini. So far, dari 6pm, I was just bloghopping till I rch tis blog. Terjumpa ex-fiance of hubby's blog. So far tgk, she is happily married to "so called perampas" ler.. If my hubby put it. Yelah that guy potong jalan my hubby in 6 months before their planned marriage.

Kalo kasi my hubby tgk ni, mesti dia malas nak baca.. Kite aje pompuan ni kepo..

So far, setahun berumahtangga Alhamdulilah takde masalah ape2. Cuma gitulah mane yg takde hiccups. Mesti ada. Insyallah ditempuh. Alhamdulilah my in-laws pun orite. I really learn a lot from my MIL esp. She really teach me kesabaran, ketabahan menghadapi ujian seorang "suami". Tapi ni rahsia family, jadi tak payah lah for me to bercerita. Satu aje it is really a good learning knowledge for me.

Insyallah, akan ku commit to my janji to Hubby.

Insyallah, to be a daughter to your parents, sister to your siblings and wife, lover, n fren to hubby. Insyallah..

Friday, December 16, 2005

What's the time now? I am still waiting for hubby to fetch me. Bukan nak balik sendiri. Bukan ape manja terlebih.. hehe. Anyway, just thot of typing something. Berape lame seh tak type.

E'eh, I just look at the calendar and found out that Alhamdulilah dah setahun dah secara rasmi menjadi seorang isteri. Banyak onak dan duri. Alhamdulilah ditempuh dgn ketawa riang atau menangis duka.

12 Zulkaedah 1425H- Itulah hari pernikahanku. Aku diijab bersama suamiku. Terngiang2 teringatkan tangisan suamiku sebaik sahaja selesai lafaz nikah. Meleleh airmata sesiape yg menyaksikannya. Begitu emotionalnya suamiku. Hehe.. Isterinya yg di kamar pengantin tertanya2 sape yang mahukan tissue paper.. hehe..

Lagi beberape hari lagi, seseorang yang pernah kuharap, kutunggu, akan menjadi suami orang kepada seseorang yang lemah-lembut, beralim warak namun satu kesilapan menjadikan dia peragut, perampas... & menjadi penipu, pemukir janji...

Hanya sesape yang pernah nampak aku menangis, merengek, merana, akan tahu akan sape gerangannya..

Pernah ku katakan selagi dia tak rasa ape yang aku rasa selagi itu takkan ku maafkannya..