Weakness

Hmm.. not sure if it is true. But sometimes, I tend to talk about someone else's weakness. But then again, after discussing with my kakis, after a few days or during my lone day.. then it came to me. I talk abt others, but what abt myself. Mcm like I so perfect like tat.

I say that this person is so petty. Sikit sikit find fault with his/her ex-fren, when they used to be the best of fren. Where you see him/her, you'll see the other party. I do not want to be to close to He/She, cos if she can actually gossip abt his/her ex-bestfren, then if one day I maybe one of his/her topic.

What I think?
Maybe I myself is like tat. Maybe I am so petty. Cos I think I saw that when one of my fren actually pick on me. I talk to someone behind his/her back. I better stop that habit. I should learn to just intake all the weaknesses. Cos if there's no such person, then there won't be human.

Time

Sometimes, you thot that you have lots of spare time. Too many of them.. Worse if you do not know what to do with them.

I guess for me, nop! No spare time at all. Mon - Fri, working till 8pm (at least). By the time, hubby & I reach home, it will be 11++. Cos sometimes we have to do some "shopping", if not something will not go smooth tomorrow.

Mum & dad will be rushing here & there.

By the time I reach home, thinking of doing my assignments, I will be dead tired. Tapi sempat bebual with hubby. Lepas tu mata berat, kepala kept sinking into the pillow. Slumberland.

Sat & Sun? Sat will be filled with housework. Sun will be out, rush to get this thing & that.

Bila tah nak start? Homework? Assignments? Studies? Hmm...

HFMD

Nop, I don't so I'm having that. I may have mouth ulcer, but I do not have any spots on my palm or foot.

I guess I may be infected with the acid virus. Maybe my stomach produce acid, too strong for my tongue to take it. Thus, resulting in blisters. But at least this week is better, the blisters only left me numb, not able to taste properly. Anyway, I can still eat but not having the thot of crunching thou. No crackers or keropok for me. No fried crispy chicken. Only those soft delicate beancurd or tofu.

Maybe it is God's way of telling me that He still remember me although I must say that I sometimes lalai. Ya Allah, Kao yg maha Agung lagi maha Pengasih. Alhamdulilah...

Canker sores

Sakitnya bukan kepalang. Dah lah deman. Ni ditambahkan oleh mulut pecah2. Tak pernah I kene kat lidah.

Last week, I demam since Monday. Kat keje, dah rasa sejuk aje. Since workplace is airconditioned, jadi jacket not sufficient to shield the coldness. Hide myself at the staircase. Itu pun tak dapat hilangkan kesejukan. Nak balik tak boleh sebab ade scanning. So waited. Told hubby tat I'm not feeling well, ask him to fetch me early. Earliest was 6.30pm. Balik terus, gi doctor. Hubby was grumpy cos he did not get to clear his work.

Anyway, temp was 37.7 deg. Balik terus tido lepas amikkan hubby nasi & air kopi. Esok still not well, the worse with ulcer in your mouth. You just can't eat even porridge or even drinking plain water was like putting acid. Terpaksa go thru the days till today.

The fever gone, but the tiny friends are still around. Cakap aje kat mane. Depan lidah, tepi lidah, belakang, gusi atas, bawah, tepi gigi kat gusi, kat mulut.. Bukan satu, dua.. but I think more than 5.. Takpelah hikmahnya I lost 5kg within 4days.

Got back to work today. Makan beancurd & 2 Lotus Pau for the whole day. Nasib ler..

Sakitnya!!

Nilah sakit yg paling teruk agaknya. Nak makan tapi tak boleh. Nak minum pun susah. Selalu kalo kene ulcer pun, I will make it a point to bubuh garam. Tapi ni.. bukan di dinding mulut. But this is TONGUE-LIDAH.

Then, not one or two but I think more than five...

Apelah nasib.. Nasib badan. Or izit nasib mulut...??

March Arrives!!

Cepat betul mase berlalu. Tetiba, you have already 2 months in 2006. For this month of Mar, it will just wheezed thru without you knowing. Yup, for me, I will too engrossed with spending $$ for the closing of FY. Delivery of goods, getting invoices & payment done. Any day in Mar will be very crucial.

Today, I got to know that I will have my exams in May, 17 & 22. So May, will be another month that will breeze thru again...

Last week, I went for this course: "Better Speaking & Writing Thru Dictionary". Suddenly, I'm back in High School, learning English. The subject that almost made me repeat my Pri & Sec Sch. Ape taknya, every year end, my dad has to meet my dear form teacher.

"Sir, since your daughter has done well on other subjects, we will let her go to the next level. But pls ensure that she pass her English next year."

Again history repeats itself again. I pass PSLE, GCE 'O' somehow. And here I am, sitting in this course trying to grasp the English language.

I am trying my very best to use the ideal grammar or vocab while typing here. Alah boleh lah, asal org faham sudah.. hehe..

p.s. I saw someone from my hubby's past. Look at me, not sure if recognise me, then disappear before my fren could identify. Sometimes I wonder, should I go & introduce myself, listen the comments about the past? I have this thing in me, very much wanting to know the past stories. But then again, it may hurt me.