Ayah & Ibu

Insyallah, ayah & ibu akan mendapat haji yg mabrur. Skrg ni mereka sedang menunaikan ibadah haji, so raya haji ni, kite adik beradik berkunjung ke rumah Wak Mas. Mcm tak cukop gitu, yelah selalu dtg berEnam, ni cuma berEmpat.

Mase sending them at the airport I did my very best not to appear sad. Cos I believe they are going there for ibadah pada Allah. So I felt that I don't want to burden their thots. Yelah bila nanti nampak kite nangis, takut dorg teringat kat kite & not so on ibadah.

Tapi touching tau, my dad when peluk my uncles, he actually cried & say "Jagakan anak-anak saya ye." My mom confirm cried lah kan. Even my uncles, aunties & cuzzins pun bersedih. Tapi like I say I tak shed a tear. Just don't want them to worry.

So for now, insyallah untuk mempermudahkan perjalanan ibadah mereka, kite sebagai anak-anak selalu lah berdoa untuk mereka.

Ya Allah, kubermohon, permudahkan perjalanan ibadah ayah ibu ku, ya Allah. Moga-moga mereka mendapat haji yg mabrur. Allah yg maha Agung, maha Pengasih & maha Penyayang.

Kain lace

Seronoknye.. ituler yg I rasa skrg. Ape tak nye baru borong kain lace kat arab st.

I thot of buying somemore, tapi bila fikirkan balik. Eh, kain kat rumah, blm abis dijahit or even pakai. Ye tak nye. Asyik tak jalan raya sangat or kalo gi jemputan pun, cuma pakai yg simple je.

I just love designing a new baju. Just love to look at all the kain2. Tak kira murah ke tak, kalo kite pandai buat pattern mesti jams..

So kalo suroh I ikut beli kain, bila-bila aje... eh.. hehe..

Lumrah pekerjaan

I'm trying to cool myself down. Byk istifar. Nilah dikatakan lumrah pekerjaan. Boss will always have the final say.

It is really my mistake of not meeting with him in the first place. It has always been either my AD, my SM, my SL. I tak pernah, bukan ape, malas nak tgk muka si tua tu. Kalo dia treat us well, takpe. Ni asyik nak menjerit, naikkan suara. Cara dia mcm bapak marahkan anak. Tapi sori ler.. I'm not a child anymore. Anyway, I saw that it is more of being bias. Kalo org yg dia suka, bukan main lembut lagi. Kalo org yg dia tk berkenan, amboi, menjerit till org kat luar pun dgr.

Tulah in this case, my mistake was not seeing him earlier. Instead, I wait for orders from the SM & the SL. So now bila I meet him , dia melenting & say dah 5 times, he has repeated himself. He say that I should have spotted the mistake earlier on the mathematical calculation. even a primary one student can see it. What to do, agree with him, cos there's no way I can argue back cos he has repeated 5 times. Also he mentioned that we all sat on the paper since it is in Aug. No matter how I explain, he will still proceed with the anger. So what should I do? Just agree je lah that's it is my mistake.

Like I say boss has the final say. Istifarlah. Allah maha Agung & Adil. agaknya Allah nak duga maklum I lalai..

Kalo tak cam ni, I won't learn from my mistake.

But anyway, I learn something today. I learn that I can control & listen. I can really stare at the person's eyes & really acknowledge. I can control my anger without crying. Actually, felt like crying tapi maybe it is just my positive mood today. Positive thinking.

Setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya. What goes around, come around. Pegangan yg selalu I use.

Ngantuk?

Now, i'm very sleepy. I've been up since 3.30am & have reach opis since 6.50am. It has been raining since Sunday. It only stop occasionally. Even today, the rain has not stop completely. It is really a nice weather to continue sleeping. But instead have to wake up.

This is bcos I need to send my SIL & her frens to Golden Mile Tower at 6.15am. They are heading to Genting. Gerek kan.. Go for holiday. She just got back from Ozie 2 weeks ago.

Anyway, I had to drive the car, park near my opis, parellel parking. Easy lah when no other cars are there. If not, don't think I can park. I even have trouble with vertical parking. Esp with manual cars.

Haiyah.. ni cuma nak tulis je padahal mata tgh ngantuk ni.. just waiting for time. ZZzzz....

Next time check ur back...

Kan Allah dah berfirman "Jaga mulut dari mengumpat."...

Did I actually follow? I doubt so. So ni lah wat happen tadi.. my fren & I were hanging out kat my opis after opis hour. So kite tgk-tgk ler blog org-org yg kite kenal. Then masuk ler blog nye our kolig, R. Sambil tu mengata,"Eh, blog dia tak blh tgk byk-byk ah. U tau kan dia kawin dgn E. U dtg mase kawin dorg. Bla.. bla..."

Lepas tu my fren pun belah.. So I was still waiting for hubby. Skali kejap lagi R walk past me to go home. I was like "oh no..." Cuma tegur aje.. "Lambat nah balik?" R was smiling, but I think in not a good mood. Hmm I think dia dgr kite mengumpat... Tapi nasib baik, kite tak ckp lebih-lebih.

But the moral of the story is "Jgn mengumpat!!"

99 Langkah Menuju Kesempurnaan Iman

01. Bersyukur apabila mendapat nikmat;
02. Sabar apabila mendapat kesulitan;
03. Tawakal apabila mempunyai rencana/program;
04. Ikhlas dalam segala amal perbuatan;
05. Jangan membiarkan hati larut dalam kesedihan;
06. Jangan menyesal atas sesuatu kegagalan;
07. Jangan putus asa dalam menghadapi kesulitan;
08. Jangan usil dengan kekayaan orang;
09. Jangan hasad dan iri atas kesuksessan orang;
10. Jangan sombong kalau memperoleh kesuksessan;
11. Jangan tamak kepada harta;
12. Jangan terlalu ambitious akan sesuatu kedudukan;
13. Jangan hancur karena kezaliman;
14. Jangan goyah karena fitnah;
15. Jangan berkeinginan terlalu tinggi yang melebihi kemampuan diri.
16. Jangan campuri harta dengan harta yang haram;
17. Jangan sakiti ayah dan ibu;
18. Jangan usir orang yang meminta-minta;
19. Jangan sakiti anak yatim;
20. Jauhkan diri dari dosa-dosa yang besar;
21. Jangan membiasakan diri melakukan dosa-dosa kecil;
22. Banyak berkunjung ke rumah Allah (masjid);
23. Lakukan shalat dengan ikhlas dan khusyu;
24. Lakukan shalat fardhu di awal waktu, berjamaah di masjid;
25. Biasakan shalat malam;
26. Perbanyak dzikir dan do'a kepada Allah;
27. Lakukan puasa wajib dan puasa sunat;
28. Sayangi dan santuni fakir miskin;
29. Jangan ada rasa takut kecuali hanya kepada Allah;
30. Jangan marah berlebih-lebihan;
31. Cintailah seseorang dengan tidak berlebih-lebihan;
32. Bersatulah karena Allah dan berpisahlah karena Allah;
33. Berlatihlah konsentrasi pikiran;
34. Penuhi janji apabila telah diikrarkan dan mintalah maaf apabila karena sesuatu sebab tidak dapat dipenuhi;
35. Jangan mempunyai musuh, kecuali dengan iblis/syaitan;
36. Jangan percaya ramalan manusia;
37. Jangan terlampau takut miskin;
38. Hormatilah setiap orang;
39. Jangan terlampau takut kepada manusia;
40. Jangan sombong, takabur dan besar kepala;
41. Berlakulah adil dalam segala urusan;
42. Biasakan istighfar dan taubat kepada Allah;
43. Bersihkan rumah dari patung-patung berhala;
44. Hiasi rumah dengan bacaan Al-Quran;
45. Perbanyak silaturrahim;
46. Tutup aurat sesuai dengan petunjuk Islam;
47. Bicaralah secukupnya;
48. Beristeri/bersuami kalau sudah siap segala-galanya;
49. Hargai waktu, disiplin waktu dan manfaatkan waktu;
50. Biasakan hidup bersih, tertib dan teratur;
51. Jauhkan diri dari penyakit-penyakit bathin;
52. Sediakan waktu untuk santai dengan keluarga;
53. Makanlah secukupnya tidak kekurangan dan tidak berlebihan;
54. Hormatilah kepada guru dan ulama;
55. Sering-sering bershalawat kepada nabi;
56. Cintai keluarga Nabi saw;
57. Jangan terlalu banyak hutang;
58. Jangan terlampau mudah berjanji;
59. Selalu ingat akan saat kematian dan sedar bahawa kehidupan dunia adalah kehidupan sementara;
60. Jauhkan diri dari perbuatan-perbuatan yang tidak bermanfaat seperti mengobrol yang tidak berguna;
61. Bergaul lah dengan orang-orang soleh;
62. Sering bangun di penghujung malam, berdoa dan beristighfar;
63. Lakukan ibadah haji dan umrah apabila sudah mampu;
64. Maafkan orang lain yang berbuat salah kepada kita;
65. Jangan dendam dan jangan ada keinginan membalas kejahatan dengan kejahatan lagi;
66. Jangan membenci seseorang karena pahaman dan pendiriannya;
67. Jangan benci kepada orang yang membenci kita;
68. Berlatih untuk berterus terang dalam menentukan sesuatu pilihan
69. Ringankan beban orang lain dan tolonglah mereka yang mendapatkan kesulitan.
70. Jangan melukai hati orang lain;
71. Jangan membiasakan berkata dusta;
72. Berlakulah adil, walaupun kita sendiri akan mendapatkan kerugian;
73. Jagalah amanah dengan penuh tanggung jawab;
74. Laksanakan segala tugas dengan penuh keikhlasan dan kesungguhan;
75. Hormati orang lain yang lebih tua dari kita
76. Jangan membuka aib orang lain;
77. Lihatlah orang yang lebih miskin daripada kita, lihat pula orang yang lebih berprestasi dari kita;
78. Ambilah pelajaran dari pengalaman orang-orang arif dan bijaksana;
79. Sediakan waktu untuk merenung apa-apa yang sudah dilakukan;
80. Jangan sedih karena miskin dan jangan sombong karena kaya;
81. Jadilah manusia yang selalu bermanfaat untuk agama,bangsa dan negara;
82. Kenali kekurangan diri dan kenali pula kelebihan orang lain;
83. Jangan membuat orang lain menderita dan sengsara;
84. Berkatalah yang baik-baik atau tidak berkata apa-apa;
85. Hargai prestasi dan pemberian orang;
86. Jangan habiskan waktu untuk sekedar hiburan dan kesenangan;
87. Akrablah dengan setiap orang, walaupun yang bersangkutan tidak menyenangkan.
88. Sediakan waktu untuk berolahraga yang sesuai dengan norma-norma agama dan kondisi diri kita;
89. Jangan berbuat sesuatu yang menyebabkan fisikal atau mental kita menjadi terganggu;
90. Ikutilah nasihat orang-orang yang arif dan bijaksana;
91 . Pandai-pandailah untuk melupakan kesalahan orang dan pandai-pandailah untuk melupakan jasa kita;
92. Jangan berbuat sesuatu yang menyebabkan orang lain terganggu dan jangan berkata sesuatu yang dapat menyebabkan orang lain terhina;
93. Jangan cepat percaya kepada berita jelek yang menyangkut teman kita sebelum dipastikan kebenarannya;
94. Jangan menunda-nunda pelaksanaan tugas dan kewajiban;
95. Sambutlah huluran tangan setiap orang dengan penuh keakraban dan keramahan dan tidak berlebihan;
96. Jangan memforsir diri untuk melakukan sesuatu yang diluar kemampuan diri;
97. Waspadalah akan setiap ujian, cobaan, godaan dan tentangan. Jangan lari dari kenyataan kehidupan;
98. Yakinlah bahwa setiap kebajikan akan melahirkan kebaikan dan setiap kejahatan akan melahirkan kerusakan;
99. Jangan sukses di atas penderitaan orang dan jangan kaya dengan memiskinkan orang;

Easy? Difficult?

Easy is to get a place in someone's address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart

Easy to help those who needed help
Difficult to get help even from those you've helped

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound...

Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them...

Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream...

Easy is to show victory.
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...

Easy is to admire a full moon.
Difficult to see the other side...

Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Difficult is to get up...

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult to give its real value...

Easy is to pray every night.
Difficult is to find God in small things...

Easy is to promise something to someone.
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...

Easy is to say we love.
Difficult is to show it every day...

Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself...

Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them...

Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.

Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...!

Easy is to think bad of others
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...

Think Positive!!

This is nice - finding positive out of every negative - which we don't always manage to do. I am thankful...

1. For the husband who snores all night, because he is at home asleep with me and not with someone else.

2. For my teenage daughter who is complaining about doing dishes, because that means she is at home & not on the streets.

3. For the taxes that I pay because it means that I am employed.

4. For the mess to clean after a party because it means that I have been surrounded by friends.

5. For the clothes that fit a little too snug because it means I have enough to eat.

6. For my shadow that watches me work because it means I am out in the sunshine.

7. For a floor that needs mopping, and windows that need cleaning because it means I have a home.

8. For all the complaining I hear about the government because it means that we have freedom of speech.

9. For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot because it means I am capable of walking and that I have been blessed with transportation.

10. For the noise I have to bear from my neighbours because it means that I can hear.

11. For the pile of laundry and ironing because it means I have clothes to wear.

12. For weariness and aching muscles at the end of the day because it means I have been capable of working hard.

13. For the alarm that goes off in the early morning hours because it means that I am still alive.

AND FINALLY ....... for received e-mails (which is not related to work) because it means I have friends who are thinking of me, at least.

HAVE A NICE DAY!