My thots

Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Maal Hijrah 1427

Happy new year to all Muslim in the world. Sekejap saje mase berlalu. Tup tup dah abis bulan Jan & also dah abis 1426H. Cepat sungguh mase berlalu.

My resolution for this year.. berhijrah..
1. Insyallah, my five prayers per day even kalo kluar rumah. I used to promise myself not to forget Allah even when I'm out. But sometimes, lalai.. alasan, nanti buat kat rumah.. hmm.. once you are tired.. that's it. Insyallah, tak nak lalai lagi

1a. why 1a? Solat bila sampai waktunya. Taknak tunggu last minute.

2. Menjadi isteri mithali - bertanggungjawab, jaga suami luar & dlm, rumahtangga.. insyallah.

3. Menjadi anak yg solehah. Banyak perkara yg aku telah lakukan yg menyakiti hati ibubapa ku.. kesian mereka.

4. Insyallah kalo ade rezeki.. anak.. zuriat.. insyallah..

5. ape lagi?? nanti resolusi untuk continue with my resolution to come true.. insyallah..

Kekadang manusia boleh merancang, Allah yg menentukan. Perkara yg baik semua dariNya. Bersyukurlah atas nikmat yg telah diberinya. Ada hikmah disebalik yg berlaku..

I always believe in the saying, what goes around, comes around. Kalo kite nak org hormat, berlembut dgn kite, kite mesti berlembut dng org & hormat mereka. Doa kan untuk org, insyallah bukan saje kite dapat doa org lain, kite akan dpt doa dari malaikat. Hati kite mesti luhur, murni...

Sebab tu insyallah, nak stop umpatan, yup, mulut lebih susah hendak dijaga.. lebih banyak berdiam.

$$, Allah dah tentukan sebanyak mane yg akan kite perolehi.. berusaha gigih insyallah tercapai segala hasrat.. Banyakkan derma, insyallah terbuka pintu rezeki..

Ya Rabb! Kabulkan doa ku, hamba Allah yg kerdil ini..

Friday, January 27, 2006

Sharing Day!!

Hehe, I just declare to my frens & my cuzzins tat I have a blog. When I first started, I thot of keeping it to myself. Just type watever I was feeling inside. So keeping quiet about this blog, refusing to let anyone know my trueself.

But somehow or rather, it changes. I declare to them openly that I have a blog, & pls visit.

One more thing that I did is declaring to my frens that I have frenster acct. This frenster thingy is also good. It let me find my long lost frens. Suddenly, you can see them again, though not physically. But at least u know how they look like now..

For blogging, I also find out about someone's past. Not sure, maybe it is just in me, to find out abt a person anonymously. I got to know that this person is currently anxiously waiting to be a parent, having a new home, just lost the FIL, blah blah blah...

Anyway, at least I got something to do while waiting for dear hubby to fetch me from work.

But there's no way, I want to get to know ppl thru the net. I've been thru that. Got to know this person from net, be a couple, hopefully to get married, but got dump by another netter.

Till date, although agama ask us to be forgiving, but I just can't. I still can't forgive the person who snatched & the one who dumped me. Maybe being a scorpio myself, we will tend to bear grudges against they who hurt us. Though, we may be the nicest person around...

See now more about myself.. oh well... today is my sharing day...

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

HSBC Tree Top Walk Part 2

So disappointed! I never got to walk on the suspension bridge due to the following factors:
1. Delay in arriving at the Ranger Station.
2. The closing time is at 5.30pm.
3. Raining heavily.

So the moral of the story is not to be so excited or putting too much hope on events.

The main carpark at Venus Dr to the Ranger Station is 1hr walk. So we started at 3pm. We rch the station at 4pm. Started the tour at 4.05pm, but it started raining heavily.

We waited till the rain to stop at 5.30pm. I rch the carpark thru transport at 5.45pm. Tumpang my boss's car to Toa Payoh..

Really disappointed.. *sigh*...

Friday, January 20, 2006

HSBC Tree Top Walk

Ok, I'm off to the Tree Top Walk. Not too sure if I can survive this walk. Cos the thot of walking up the slope to opis aje.. make me took cab.. hehe..

Anyway, it will sure be fun cos I really like adventure. Only that maybe age is catching up..

BUT.. TREE TOP WALK.. here I come!!!

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Lunchtime

Usually, I will really look forward for lunchtime. This is the time where you can go out from office, take a break from work. But when lunchtime come, you are always not sure where to go. Thus, waiting time thinking of a place to go. I really hate that. But that's usually the case. Really don't know where to go.

But sometimes, only sometime I know where to go. Maybe go bank, pay up. Go shopping. But then again, last few days, no more shopping for me. Cos, just want to keep the $$ for rainy days..

Yup, it is raining season again. Hujan rahmat. Melimpah-limpah rezeki, Allah beri. Alhamdulilah..

Friday, January 13, 2006

Seronok!!

Seronok jugak eh ada this blog. Boleh jugak taruk isihati ini daripada berkata atau meluahkan kata2. Nanti org dgr sakit hati atau terus kecik hati. Padahal yg kite maksudkan lain dari cara kite katakan...

Anyway, just want to say tat I really hope that this year will be a great year. But then again, kite boleh merancang, Allah yg menentukan.

Reading from someone's blog, you can actually got to know the person. You tend to know how this person is. Friendly, educated or just merely having fun in life.

Well as for me, let's just say depending on my mood.

Kalo hari ni, I nak tulis banyak.. Banyaklah jadi nya. Kalo sikit, sikit lah jadinya.

Hari ni start happy. Not sure izit becos I got a good response from hubby. Then it really adjust my mood accordingly. Depends lah..

Tapi seronok lah ari ni..

Friday, January 06, 2006

Raya datang lagi

Akan datang lagi hari raya.

Tadi pagi baru baca warta, hotel di Mekah roboh. Mungkin one of petanda tak? Takpelah bagaimana pun, org2 tu semua meninggal mase mengerjakan haji. Insyallah syurga lah tempat mereka.

What was I supposed to do today? I've already check with HDB with my application. Tengok lah semua settle ke tidak. Then I did pay the bank, mungkin insyallah we go travelling by driving up.. Yeah!!.. Seronoknya..

Tapi kan tak boleh terlalu mengharap cos nanti kecewa lagi susah... Sabar sabar...