I just gotten the pics from my cuzzin wedding. Then, I realise that I look haggard. Kenape eh? I remember that day I was wearing foundation, lipstick, eyeliner. But yet, I was like an old frail looking lady. Nah tis is what I meant... then bongkok lagi. Eii, really don't like the gambar. I think it's a good thing that day my hubby tak ikut. Yelah kalo dia ikut, I will feel more haggard cos I always feel that he got the look.

Tak pelah kalo orang nak cakap yg he is average, for me, he still got the good look. Kalo tak, kenape sometimes when I jalan with him, not only the malay gals try to capture his attention. The chinese gals as well. Sometimes, I do feel insecure. But then again, I tell myself. Alhamdulilah, Allah dah kasi segala kenikmatan. Sempurna segalanya. Bersyukurlah.. Syukur Alhamdulilah. Segala Pujian Bagi Allah.

Eh eh?? Ape dah jadi ni.. I thot I shld always update my blog. Hmm, ni dah 1 week once pulak. Tak boleh jadik!

Anyway, it's not I malas atau lazy atau ... It is juz tat my leader is always around. The thing is he put his pc in a position that he can see my pc! Tat best sungguh! I lebih suka when he was still diagonal of me. Oh never mind, sooner or later, he may be leaving.. TAPI bila??!!!

Bukan nya ape, ok fine, dah bagus tu you have your own place to sit all that. But it is just that, I still prefer a bit of privacy. Paling tak suka I tgh work or just typing away my blog, then someone just come & look at your screen. HALO!!

Ah! This is one just strike my mine a minute ago. Another thing yg I tak suka about ppl's behaviour is when A ask B to buy something when they are already sama at the eating place table. Especially when you are so able-bodied. I really don't like it especially when I tengah nak makan ke minum ni.. Yg dia tak buat ape2, can say "Eh, eh, pls.. after this, can you buy for me this drink or that." The thing is why should I buy, UNLESS if I am going to buy something from that stall.

Insyallah, selagi I kuat, sihat, boleh berjalan, boleh nampak, I tak kan ask someone else for help to buy..

I really salute to those special people, seriously are we handicapped or are they??

Pak-bing, Pak-bing.. Pengantin Baru & Lama

Alhamdulilah, my cousin, H, dah jadi isteri org. Last week, memang rak abis. Cos mane nak tolong dia buat hantaran, then nak belajar (arrgghhh EXAM!!), nak lesson (bila nak abis ni??), etc.. etc..


Friday
I amik leave. I thot nak terus pegi pagi2. But penat sangat, I klua from home at 2pm. I took a cab to the Far East Flora at Thomson Rd. Went round & round, searching for this & that flower. Tulah kalo tau mase kawin dulu pegi seh beli kat situ.. Anyway, I bought baby's breath, carnation, small flowers.. the amount is $99++. Mahal jugak eh.. Terus I took cab, go to her place.

Then tolong sibuk2 all that. Then klua lagi beli fruits pulak. By the time, dah kenduri. So fast. My aunty nak gubah the tepak sireh, skali no wet sponge. Since I have the sponge at home(since my wedding), I told them to wait for my hubby to fetch me. So at 10pm, he came. I get the sponge, then patah balik for another 20mins journey. All together was 40mins journey..

Saturday(the nikah day)
Pagi2 kene wake up, altho I dah wake earlier to siap for hubby workin, I slept again.. zzz. So at 7am, kelam kabut, cos by 8am should leave the house. Skali my cuzzin, A, say nak tumpang tak. Ape lagi, lambat2 lah. Belum gosok baju all that. Anyway, by the time 8.30am, mum & I dah kat tepi road tunggu Trajet.

Again, dah rch kene wait again for the bus to go to ROMM. She nikah at 10am, so we need to be early. She went ahead first with most makciks. Tinggal kite cuzzins wif 2 pakciks. Rch ROMM, pengantin lelaki belum dtg..

Anyway, gitu gini, waiting, waiting.. alas.. semua selesai, she dah jadi Mrs.. hehe after 4 kali lafaz. Nervous agak penantin..

Then, I got the news! My cuzzin, Ai, hilang hp. Kecoh lagi. Then in the bus, our lead cuzzin, T, told us that we have to help out with the dishes. Kelam kabut. Rupenya the tukang masak just masak, send & go off. Tak orang nak put the dishes kat tray. Even the ingredient for rojak, like timun, sengkuangm, nenas, we have to cut ourselves. Kelakar seh. Nasib baik kene we all gotong royong. The jemputan have to wait a while before the food is served.

Event gitu gini completed at 5.30 gitu. We pack, clean all tat. Then kelam kabut to go to another jemputan. Me have to balik dulu to tuka my scarf. Maklum org selekeh. habis semua banyak map ayam merah, map dalca, map ayer blueberry.. Abih by the time I rch semua dah abis mkn. I totally forgot that it was my fault, bukan hubby. (Maklum dia selalu lambat.. hehe) By the time, I balik. I was so tired that I slept right after shower. Hubby went to his mom's pl cos nak tgk bola.

Sunday
Waited for hubby. Again I think dia tak tido smlman, he lazy to go to the wedding. Oh ye, this time, it's the guy side. So siap semua. My parents & sis dah klua dulu, tumpang keter. Hubby & I went out later. Everybody were supposed to meet at bride's place to take bus to groom. But cos we were late, I sms them tanya dah jalan. Cuzzin, E, replied dah. So we went straight to the groom side. Skali rch there, sms again. They say belum. Darah up seh. Waited for 1hr, at last baru dapat go. Mkn, take pics, lepas tu patut gi rumah bride balik. But I got hubby's cuzzin's baby cukur rambut. So told them to meet kat sana later.

But cos of ujan, hubby's sakit, semua dah balik when we rch. Sedih seh. I miss the family gatherings. Wat to do?
So sad. I saw that mum was disappointed wif hubby till date.

So what can I do to make my hubby come & stay during family gatherings? He went, but tak stay long. Hai...

ATTITUDE: Your Priceless Possesion

I was on course for two days, 5-6 Sep, sebab tu lah no chance to update my blog.

Let's talk about the course. ATTITUDE: Your Priceless Possesion

Trainer, Mr Jeffrey Goh, is really good. He uses a lot of example from his experience. He quoted that you must have passion for your work. Yah! Like me now. Having no passion at all for my work.

The training says that in order for you to be a good boss, you must have this quality:

1. Honest
2. Competent
3. Inspiring
4. Forward-looking

But look at the boss that we have! Are they competent? I don't think so. Tahu suruh buat aje. "You find out as much as you can. It is for your benefit. Then later you summarise for me." Duh!

Honest!! haha ha.. the quality yg most tak ade. They know how to make you work, but then they are somewhere gossiping. Shoe!

Then again. You can't ask them to quit/go away, but you can irritate them further.. haha.. like me. I really irritate my bosses till they tak tahu ape nak buat with me. Cos they can't sack me, but then they can really make me stay stagnant all the way... WAY TO GO!!

Sejak dah tua2 ni, badan sini sakit, sana sakit. Sama macam mesen cuci ke esbok. Dah bertahun berjasa, tiba2 rosak. I rasa kalo my kaki tangan badan boleh berkata, mesti they "OOIii, penatlah!!"

Anyway, esok kalo takde ape2 halangan, I gi urut badan. Yeah! Nak tanya kenape kaki sakit semua. It usually trigger if I start walking after I rest. Then after a while, bila dah jalan sini sana, dia ok. Kenape tah?

Dulu kalo balik keje, wah satu orchard boleh up down. Sekarang, boleh up down, lepas tu balik, badan & mata terus down.. zzz..

Kenape eh? Tapi I rasa due to my weight jugak. Ni lah yg risau. I ni kalo pregnant takp. Ni belum confirm ade ape2. Mintak2 janganlah I naik mcm mase I was with A. Mak oi mak.. punye lah bulat muka mcm bloated gitu. Tak sangka. Bila org kata, I ckp mane ade gemuk!

Skali, depressed. Fuiiii.. terus turun 10kg. I prefer tat way. Slim aje. Baju raya mase poly pun muat. I rasa ni skrg dah tersendat balik.. oh no no no...